I Stand In Awe

Scratching my head in awe
at the depth of her sensuality.
Lustful realms beyond sense
kept me wild in misty revelry.

She grasped my heart
nestled deeply in my soul.
Tied me up in her aura
cast a mighty lovin mold.

Draped me in her lust
presented salacious streams.
Tongued painted desires
till my body went to screams.

Like a pied piper leading
I followed for every please.
The idea of touching her
brought quivers to my knees.

My days were a fog
anticipating her desires.
Thoughts of her lovin
ignited raging fires.

Her kiss blew circuits
shocking like electricity.
Willingly, I delved in
yes, I share complicity.

Nothing made sense
tossed reason to the wind.
The rhythm of her waves
drew me again and again.

The power of her lust
beyond any I ever saw.
Explosive vibrations
rubbed the fella raw.

Not one real thought
might it be recompense?
Compensation in being blind
to what made no sense.

Faintly I recall the night
her sensual fragrance lead
to the fusing of our bodies.
My soul screamed and bled.

The power of her thrill
tossed out every block.
Even leading me to lose
the keys to safety's lock.

Spoke all I needed to hear
filled my  begging plight.
Standing in mystifide awe
heart still not quite right.

Tears dribbling on my cheeks
jaw locked as to what to say.
She told me she had to stop
couldn't love me that way.

I stand in awe at her words
they helped sow the lovin seeds
yet now she speaks of reasons
she changed the locks and keys.

In fact slammed the door
with little more than a nod.
Said friends warned her bout me
that I had a traveling rod.

I stand in awe at the ending
awash in this painful haze.
Scratching my head in confusion
babbling and so amazed.

I reached and touched
seared by her lustful desire.
Yet, now I stand alone
body still aflame, on fire.

Stepping in circles at work
bumping into walls at home.
Traumatized by her meaning
thinking my soul would roam.

Attempts at balance
in the bin called waste.
A futile exercise cause
I still long for her taste.

May not make sense
just can't shake her claw.
So I stand here, alone
mind stunned and in awe.

Del Cano 2004 October13