Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Hatred Can Be Hazardous to Your Health

A Short Story

I could see him out of the corner of my eye standing with a rod and reel and small tackle box. As I reeled in a small catfish I waved telling him there's plenty room to share. His nauseous expression and body language painted a picture of disdain for me though I had never seen him before and wondered what I had done to ruffle his feathers.
 

Set up on a rocky jetty in the river a couple hundred yards below the dam fishing for catfish my familiarity with these rushing waters let me know he did not have much experience fishing from these dangerous slippery rocks.  His thigh high wading boots rolled down would not only be cumbersome but dangerous if he got too close to the waters edge and slipped. The rushing water would pull him into the current in seconds with little chance for rescue.

 
His hesitancy to join me out on the jetty which is nearly island like in its protrusion farther into the flow of the channel seemed to wane as he worked his way down onto the rocks. His approach had none of the traditional fisherman's banter about the water conditions or the number of bites. Instead, I could feel his piercing silent stares at me as if I was something he loathed. Always being one to allow the other the benefit of doubt I allowed myself to think maybe he had recently experienced some sort of trauma and simply was not in a mood to be friendly.   

 
About fifty feet from me he started casting his line into the current but his weight wasn't strong enough to deal with the power of the rushing water. When I offered him a larger weight he, at first, ignored me but my persistence forced him to finally mumble that what he had was fine. I returned to my gear and continued humming R&B tunes as I fished. In just a few minutes I heard splashing water and noticed he was sitting on the rocks with pants wet from possibly stepping onto a slippery moss laden rock too close to the waters edge. Icouldn't resist warning him about the danger his boots presented if they got water in them. Yet, he was rather blase about my comment and didn't even turn to look my way.

 
About an hour passed with my distant fishing companion not speaking to me with the only acknowledgment I existed was to glance my way when I reeled in a flopping fish. I did, however, notice he mumbled to him self often and when I caught the words "those people" I realized his disdain for me was strictly racial in nature. It had no affect on my fishing though I felt he was the one suffering with all that venom he manifested in being  near me.

 
I heard a desperate cry out for help and when I turned his way he was frantically trying to hold onto a rock while his legs were invisible in the water. I rushed to him while yelling for him to try to kick off his boots. His face was flushed from fear and the pain of the turbulent water pulling at his body. I grabbed him by his shoulders and pulled but my opponent, the river, was much too strong for the two us so my aim was to just hold him steady enough so he wouldn't be pulled under. My yelling for help brought two more fishermen rushing to our aid. We finally were able to force drag his body out of the water while seeing both his boots swallowed by the current as we rescued him. When we got him beyond the waters edge he sighed a sound of relief and laid on the rocks from exhaustion but spoke not one word to us. As more people arrived the banter included comments about why he had wading boots on to fish in these type waters and if we needed to call the rangers for medical help.

 
Suddenly he arose and stumbled his way silently up the rocky hillside leading to the parking area refusing to face eye to eye those who came to help him. We all just watched as he must have suffered cuts and bruises to his bear feet in his feverish escape mode. We stood like parade watchers trying to figure the level of mentality so low as to continue his loathsome disdain for us who had just saved his life.

 
After he drove away there was plenty of speculation as to his ungrateful attitude and when someone noticed he had left his rod and reel and small tackle box all refused to touch it. The prevailing comment was that it might be infested with the same type hatred he expressed to us. I remember so well as we dispersed someone saying, "damn, wonder if he knows now that hatred can be hazardous to your health."

Del Cano 2006 Feb

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Different Worlds

We live in different worlds
see nothing much the same
tho our eyes both see life
our differences are to blame.

How we respond tells the tale
of how we see what is there
Often one or the other misses
what one feels is unfair.

My life is driven by the years
I've fought city hall and such.
You slow your car and wave
while I sit and wait on the bus.

My jobs die off or I'm fired
as often as you change shoes.
Forever looking for a new start
while it seems you can't lose.

Bank says my credit's bad
go figure, should I wonder why
or ought I just allow my dreams
to simply drift off in the sky.

Rent man sold the house
builder's gonna tear it down.
Make new condos complete
towering up from the ground.

Now where do I get a deposit
even if I found rent I can afford.
May need to split the family
for cheaper room and board.

To hell with the bus
need to get up and walk.
Me, myself and I gotta meet
have a real good talk.

Vehicles buzzing by
faces held straight ahead.
They wish not to see me
maybe its what I said.

What, I can't want the same
to be able to leave a real job.
Ride home in style, safe
all duded up, no slob.

Lets see here,schooling
bought the same lessons
yet,my way is not the same
not like all your blessings.

When I should be thinking
bout retiring my tired soul.
Got to start all over
fo I end out in the cold.

Sure, the pains do linger
as the good life floats on by.
I am stuck with the left overs
not the twinkles from your eye.

You point at me with jesters
like I wrote the book you made.
I am forever ass deep in crap
keeping my head up as I wade.

We live in different worlds
see nothingmuch the same
tho our eyes both see life
our differences are to blame.

Del Cano 2006 Feb

 

 

Monday, February 13, 2006

Whispering Words/Words Afloat

A Collab

Words don't have the power
to get every nuance I feel
when thoughts linger on you
no doubt, I know lust is real.


Pinning finger to lips, halting the rush
of words, let me linger within your hot hush.


Not just the basic sexual need
but a deep seated crave to share
all of my emotions and feelings
the want to love you everywhere.


Words afloat on the breath of a sigh
magnetic attraction, my pulse on the rise.


Oh, I can make words feel good
even say how much you please
Yet, ain't no words to make the touch
be more than a visual tease.


Touch you? Feel you? Our silence transcends
even the words that flow from your pen.


Words can stir the senses
raise up many a latent thought.
But not one word has penetrated
like just one look can wrought.


You lift my skirt as I close my eyes
the need for words drifting, like fireflies.


I write from a need to be heard
to tell how I yearn and desire.
But no written word can out ignite
how even a "whisper" can set a fire.


Hearts of fire, the eternal flame
fanned by the singular sound of your name.


Can you feel your body pulse
thru a word on it layed to rest
anyway near as good as
when she purrs the word yes.


My long hair flows down the side of our bed
words falling hard now, streaming blood red.


All the words I write
are done to express my feeling
but they don't come anyplace as near
as when I groan pleasure reeling.


Seagulls above us, our toes in the sand
words on paper passed between hands.


Oh, dear, read my words
fondle them up close and tight
but please know, as I whisper
I am loving you thru the night.


After you leave, I reach for the note
to partake of your words, of the love that you wrote.


These are your words
belonging exclusively only to you
and no matter what you think
my words whisper like lovers do.


Emerging from the folds of your message now open
whispers of heart, authentic and golden.



Del Cano 2006 Feb
Naia, February 2006

Tuesday, February 7, 2006

Uh Uh, No Way

Oh, hell no, this will not be
can't kill my passion for poetry.
Okay, gave up the smokes
then a few of them dirty jokes
but I'll be damn if you knock
me off my steady sensual rock.

I can walk most lines you wish
cook up a quick tasty dish
sing you all the songs you want
pick out a star then point
But, no ma'am, not my poems
like giving up one of my arms.

Your spunk in reaching
is quite a bit like teaching
but I can't really learn
just how you can discern
that my writes are in spite
of what you feel is right.

No damn way, aint gonna be
poems are meaningful to me
They let me travel the world
oftimes to dance and twirl
bring up lots of joy and glee
touching ever so wonderfully

Oh, don't you dare go there
you'll be fast seeking a spare
someone else to stroke your hair
fondle and kiss you everywhere
stroke and stoke you, I declare
can all go sail off in the air

Whats wrong with you gurl
ain't no better one in this world
the way I treat your body
always warm like a hot toddy
rock n rolling like in a spasm
with you having multi-orgasms

Baby, it might be quiting time
tho you are the perfect rhyme
my writes soothe away the pain
rubs you here then do it again
I can give up a whole lot for thee
ain't no way I'll quit my poetry.

Del Cano 2006 Feb