I wasn't suppose to care
nor give my heart its due.
This whole thing was a set up
I wasn't suppose to love you.
We planned to be close
maybe like real good friends.
Before I knew... it happened
now on you my life depends.
Seems now my whole life
dangles on seeing you
dreams, day time thoughts
soaked thru and thru.
I imagine your visit
on the dark side of midnight
lasting and lingering
till dawn's early light.
The relationship was an affair
then feelings got complex.
A hell of a lot more to me
than simply real good sex.
Now I am wallowing
in all which you now do
and frankly not worrying that
I wasn't suppose to love you.
Del Cano 2006 June
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On the dark side of midnight,
you come to me to say,
I wasn't suppose to love you.
I find myself wanting to run away.
A setup is all this could have been,
you were never meant to fall,
now a never ending silence is heard,
as you listen quietly for my call.
You fall asleep late at night,
hoping to see me in your dreams,
a love affair that went to far,
now nothing is as real as it seems.
Don't spend any of your sweet time,
wallowing in all which I might do,
you say that you wern't suppose to fall,
but remember my Darling, I did fall to.
I don't know what to say, I wish I could find the right words to express what reading this did to me. brought memories rushing back from out of closets, chests, and drawers. brought out emotions, raw and so real. Thank You for sharing your beautiful mind....
That one touched close to home for me. You have such a wonderful gift Spencer.
wow Spencer! cool! I like the response from udesireme too!
nat
Thank-you lurkynut, I would like to invite you and all of Spencer's J-Land friends to visit my Journal, but I am not sure how I am suppost to leave a link. Here is the address though and I am sorry for any extra trouble you may have to go through in getting there.
http://journals.aol.com/udesiranme/Rymanwords
I am sorry Spencer for taking up so much space in you comment section, but Hey, It Worked! I learned something new today, YEA!
Spencer, this is sweet and beautifully written.......R.
Love is like a bubbling brook
With muddy waters thick and deep
Under a darkened sky.
Forbidden love sometimes leads us on
This muddy water path -
But then the sun comes peaking through
You didn't know - I loved you too.
Dianna
Aweeeee to Forbiden love..... Good poem. I enjoyed the read. ~Rhonda~
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Aweeeee to Forbiden love..... Good poem. I enjoyed the read. ~Rhonda~
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hmnn..hits home~
Gem :-)
I really, really love this one Spencer. To write poetry like you do, express that which is deep within your soul tells me so much about you and I bet this one you love is so grateful that she found and fell in love with you too.
Marlene-A Poets Point of View
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