I came to express those times.
I simply lived them then
now made them into rhyme.
others think them but prose.
Me? I don't know nor care
part of me I refuse to close.
living to please those who I couldn't.
Many wanted more than I could give
to others I just wouldn't.
tales which help make me who I am.
After years and years of mockery
some treat the facts like Spam.
my skin curled and itched.
Something was always amiss
emotions rose to a fever pitch.
Much of what I was taught were lies.
Facing the realities was rough
often bringing tears to my eyes.
did every positive thing I could.
Jumped through all the hoops
least the ones I thought I should.
opened my eyes to the darkness there.
I found people to be a mixed bag
some painful others tried to be fair.
I stood right in the center of it.
Voice raised and arms up high
my rebellion wouldn't quit.
I refused to leave the mark
They yelled and yelled more
till it sounded like a bark.
kept on with the show
Had to make sure my pain
was there for all to know.
it haunts me still today.
"What is it you want from us"
are the words I hear them say.
the words wilt in my soul
Is it so hard for them to see
I don't think I'm being bold.
no more yet, no less.
Just treat me with respect
you know equality is the best.